9-24-24
| listening: |
shibuya-kei |
| feeling: |
much better |
sooooo. remember how last entry i said my meds weren't working.
turns out they were doing that silly side effect that just makes
ur original symptoms worse instead of actually fixing the issue!
how fun!! but i stopped taking them and i already feel a
lot better. i'll have a dicussion soon for my next swap
of meds, but for now we are back 2 default settings lol. i'll
prooobably (maybe) talk about my experience w antidepressants
later in an actual blog post but for the moment, i'm feeling
more like myself :)
since i am feeling better, i'll probably work on the site some
more tonight!
in other news,
steam's family sharing finally came out of beta!! sharing
a bunch of games w my friends now so that's pretty cool.
i can play class of 09 again, its so funny i've been
wanting to pick it back up! i also have access to p3 reload and
guilty gear strive so that's cool. my computer def cannot run
those but its still nice 2 have access.
tiny glade
also came out yesterday so i bought that. my friend and i have
been waiting ages for its release so we're really excited :) my
computer kinda runs it like shit (10 frames max) but its
playable and i'm used to that so we ball o7
9-16-24
hiiii i don't have much to say as of late. i've been getting
into volunteering at an animal rescue organization's events
regularly, and it's been a lot of fun hanging out with the cats
for a few hours. i held hands with one yesterday and that was
cool :) i was surprised she was chill with it lol. i also got a
lot of gifts from my internship today, specifically
5 BAGS OF
GUMMY BEARS
AND 3 CARTONS OF MINUTE MAID JUICES.
which is insane cause i wasn't expecting it. they had
sent us an email asking us our favorites and then delivered some
CRAZY amounts of stuff which was really nice.
i really wanna work on the site some more but my meds are
not working as of late lol (that's a whole new thing i
may talk about later) but i don't have any energy to code but i
really want to work on it... something will happen soon
hopefully! or i'll get new meds!! we'll see!!!
9-8-24
| listening: |
vocaloid/jpop/anime intros |
| feeling: |
SO EXCITED |
TODAY I BOUGHT MY DREAM
CONSOLE!!!!!!!!
if you're not new here, you might remember the
"pls give me 600 dollars so i can make a sega dreamcast
blog for u all"
marquee at the top of my "about me" page. WELL. IT'S FINALLY
HAPPENED!!
I BOUGHT A DREAMCAST TODAY!! i'm soooo fucking excited
actually. i was originally going to get one last summer, but i
ended up getting a PS5 instead because my teachers convinced me
that a dreamcast wasn't any fun and didn't have good games. tbh,
idk why i even listened to them because
i had done my research beforehand... i already knew what
i wanted to play (games like sa2, space channel 5, chu chu
rocket, seaman...) and that i would likely enjoy it. oh well!
it's okay because i have one now YIPPEE ∩( ✧Д✧)∩
originally i was going to get this ebay listing with a boxed
hello kitty blue edition dreamcast
(which is sooooo pretty btw) but i ended up just getting
this one bc $100 is a lot less than +$600 and i really only
wanted the hk one for the looks and the keyboard.
any dreamcast will play games! i won't be able to test it
until i get home at the end of the month, provided i find some
way to keep it safe on the plane.
buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut not only did i get a dreamcast i got
an NES!!!! (funded by my parents thank you o7) idk if they
bought it to help me with my collection or for nostalgia (or
both) but WE WIN REGARDLESS! i'm gonna keep an eye out
for contra to get for them to play as thanks :) they love that
game lol. i also got super mario bros + duck hunt for the nes
and mario kart 64 while i was out. an eventful shopping day
indeed (￣ﾛ￣;)
9-2-24
| watching: |
ghibli movies |
| feeling: |
no clue -_- |
hellooooo first entry of the month yay! i would've done one
yesterday but i was dead tired after the
kikuo concert i went to! (✩ ์ ᴗ ์✩) it was like a crazy
rave but i had a lot of fun. it did rain the entire first half
though, which would've been fine but it was an
outdoor concert. i have a personal grudge against water,
avoid it whenever i can, so this was a bit annoying
щ(ﾟДﾟщ) luckily, it wasn't heavy rain... i did buy some merch
while i was there tho! i spent 65 usd (ouch) on a kikuo
world t-shirt and sticker pack which i'm pretty happy about :3 i
was on the fence about spending so much money but then i thought
to myself,
"this is a once in a lifetime experience and good
chance to get kikuo merch, so buy that tshirt!!!"
today was my last day of break, i have tomorrow off too
but i have 2 fly back to school so my day is mostly transit. not
to mention i have to wake up super early to go to the doctor and
have a psych appt b4 i go back to school... eugh. i don't mind
either, i'd just rather go when my brain is
actually working.
on my first day home i had to get my hair washed and random
people came to my house. they had a little girl who was
absolutely
hacking up a lung and the coughs were so wet i wished
she'd leave- my germ cautiousness was stronger than usual from
being paranoid about the plane the previous day. plus she kept
pointing a
nerf gun
at me. she certainly kept me on edge.
on the second day of break i had to get my hair rebraided, + the
kikuo concert after. i had a splitting headache because my hair
was braided
so tightly. my mom asked for it to be looser but the lady
said "it is already so loose!"
AND KEPT GOING!!! (ʘ言ʘ╬) i had trouble getting to
sleep that night because just touching my scalp hurt (_ _|||)
today, i spent most of my day writing the new
she-ra
shrine. content-wise, it's my
first finished shrine in site history! yay!! i also
watched castle in the sky and finished the second half of
spirited away. castle in the sky pissed me off bc it was sooo
pretty but reminded me of how terrible people can be. that "king
of laputa" guy was so annoying!!! animation remains
unbeated as my favorite artistic medium though. after my ghibli
rewatches i watched a bunch of video essays. those were good as
well, but throughout the entire day i was plagued by some kind
of crazy pulsing headache that just would NOT go
away.maybe it's bc i forgot to take my antidepressants for a few
days (oops), lack of hydration, both, neither, who knows. the
last of my paychecks from my summer job came in today so i have
more money now. so who cares!